Im now at company...actually i had alot of thing need to do but...im just moodly....
and i dont think so i can handle my jobs well today.
yesterday i go somewhere...well the place is boring me....but cos of some reason then i have no choice and i have to go too...
And my dear is too tired then fall in sleep le...well...its ok cos he is sick...and today he have to OT till mid night...and then im alone at car and looking to the sky...
Yea i so miss him.but what can i do ? i can just look at the sky...the stars is shinning bright...its a beautiful night..how i wish that he can be here...we could just look at the sky..without talking wihtout doing anything else...thats enuff for me....
Im totally moodly and tired today...maybe i start to lose the feeling safe for our love...sometime i feel myself is so useless...i cant control anything...if he is free,then he'll find me...if he is busy...then i'll be waiting...all i can do is just STAND BY....i only can stand by for him...other then that...nothing i can do le...he sick...i cant be there take care of him...iszzit he also feel the same to me ? thats y he feel wanna give up before?
he is totally control my heart and my mind...
I dunno why...i really feel so sad...he will be mine forever ? i dun think so...
Wao i hate this feeling...i told myself dun thinking so much...
maybe im just down thats y thinking thing in bad...
Is there anything....anyone...can heal me pls ?
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